I just realised how fragil life is..
the visit to the hospital really shook me..
you see weak and sick people all around you..
yet more being wheeled in from the ambulance..
all of them waitin for their turn to consult the doctor..

Thankfully, mum's fine now..
just hope everything is really fine with her..

I love you..
I want you..
I need you..

but i need to weigh everything out..
repetition of all those is not an option..

Life goes on whether you want it or not...