Joel's call woke me up..
went for brunch with him and ele..
went home..
did what i've been doing for the past days..
slack..

today i felt little better than the past days..
maybe cause i did something..
was a huge step for me even if may seem meagre to some..
the next step is even harder to climb..
may take days.. months.. even years..

nonetheless, still down..
i'll be out soon..
there's only so much i can take..

i still can't grasp the fact that you're not here anymore..
i've been living in denial..
denial of the facts that haunts me only at bedtime..
where there is a free flow of tears..
leaving a broken heart..
to sleep..

if only i'm healed..
if only i forgot you..
if only...

林俊杰 - 害怕
wu...... wo.......
我突然觉得有点怕
爱跟生活的一切
你以为我知道怎么拆开
我们的想法落差
*我的爱
是说停不能停
已经弄的不能说是曾经
也可说出我是错的
爱未曾变成真的
也没藏到多少你需要的爱
我不再
去执拙我是谁
我是我在夜里掉的眼泪
也可说我看不开的
为你我能做的
竟还没让你相信是爱情
左右你我
而哭泣都是因为爱
也逼自己不掉泪
让往日不只是有你
这网里我也撑着
拼了命的守着