I hate the feeling of helplessness..
the feeling of sitting there doing nothing..
cause whatever you do would not help..
just sitting there praying..
for something to happen..
that day seem so far away..
is doing nothing considered doing something..?

i can only hope..

What's with me..
moods come and go freely..
i can't control them..
mood swings..

The old me is long gone..
the old me would not have held on..

the feelings are still there..
still trying..