I'm 18..
its funny when you're below 18..
and you wished you were 18..
cause 18 seemed lyk the magical figure..
where teens become young adults..
i feel nothing..
perhaps due to my dampened spirits..
i'm thinking too much again..

Lookin back exactly 1 year ago..
i wrote of adaptation to poly life..
having a clearer perception of life..
knowing what i really want..

Things have changed..
poly life passes by lyk any other day..
having fun, fooling around, studying and training..
clearer perceptions come from tears that cleanse my soul..
every other person's perception matters..
realised i still don't know what i really want..
i only know what i must do..

Things i've learnt..
Cherish or fear regret..
regret brings tears and pain..
tears and pain make you cherish what you have..
the world doesn't stop when you stop..
always learn and understand..
Friendship fades away without mutual know-how..
loving but not getting back the love hurts..
when love hurts embrace the memories and feelings..
everything will be fine again..

I have only 1 wish..
i want all the people i know to just be happy..
Especially You..

There ain't no simple life..
life's too hard to explain..
catching an impossible dream..

i love you baby..
feelings overwhelm the words..
they shall be kept in my heart..

The beats hurt every now and then..