Proud of you guys..
you guys rowed dead well..
proud to be part of TPDB..
i'll train harder..

Havent seen you around lately..
really wanted to send a msg to see how you were doing..
pondered and thought..
confused and all over just a msg..
i decided to.. and i did..
few hours passed nothing came..
its funny how i don't feel disappointed..
maybe i anticipated as much..
i don't blame you..
you're just asleep or busy..
i really understand..

If only you understood me..
how'd i feel deep in..

Thoughts brings feelings..
feelings bring expectations..
expectations brings disappointment..
disappointment brings regrets..
regrets bring sadness..