Training was way early..
not use to it..
didn't exactly have time for breakfast..
felt shagged..
learnt lots..

Had lunch with Joel..
talked about some stuffs..
you've grown..
you're mature..
i'll support you in everything you do..
make sure it doesn't cross you're conscience..
make sure you don't have any regrets..

We should do this more often..
there's been too much secrecy in the group..
yes we have fun together..
but that isn't all about friendship..
just wan everyone to open up..

i feel i'm losing you guys..
i know our friendship is so much more..

i understand what you're trying to put out to me..
but i really can't do it..
i understand i must move on to learn..
standing put wouldn't be much help..
but i've long made my decision..

i just have another one & a half years to wait..
thats not too long..
you're worth it..