Didn't want to blog..
something happened..
i had to write down to feel better..

Saw your nick..
had 3 words that meant alot..

can't be me..

i'm confused/hurt/lost/teary/afraid/dead..
felt as though somethings stuck in my heart..
unable to get it out..
every breath..
every beat..
hurts..

Tears no longer brings relief..
i thought i hit the bottom..