I don't know where to start..
just too lost for words..
didn't want to write them down..
but couldn't find alternative outlet..
tried to game those feelings away..
but i know i have to blog them down..
if not i'll feel even more terrible through the nite..

When one wound just healed..
only for another to open..
this time, i falied to cherish..
something that i always took for granted..
now everything's crumbling..
right infront of my eyes..
since young when you use to tear..
cause your parents quarrelled..
till when you were a kid..
you shouted at them to stop..
they turned their backs at shouted at you..
now..
you really don't care anymore..
cause you're numbed..
after going through since young..
you learnt not to care..
but this means so much to you..
cause you pity your sisters..
especially your youngest..
she's only 11 this year..
she's going through what your going through..
but so much more..

FAMILY..