I'm just so tired..
just mentally fatigue..
this phase of my life..
was too rough perhaps..
why do i keep stumbling..
smashing people's dreams as i stumble..
dampening people's spirits..
i'm a wet blanket..
i can't seem to really enjoy myself..
to really just let go and have fun..
living in this despondent state..
it been long too long..
and its taking a toll on me..
am i at fault to be being lyk this..?

If only you were here..
but heck..
you have your troubles..
since when was i one of them..

Had i loved too deeply..?

Do wishes come true..?