Felt down and emo..
no idea why too..
just too many thoughts running..
worrying bout every single thing..
and when i worry i get pessimistic..
its just part of me, cant help it..
just sucks to be me..
spoke to Jeremy bout it..
cause he was part of my worries..
just poured out everything on my mind..
his answers came..
not that they didn't make sense..
but all's fair in love and war..
you don't have to do what you're doing..
shucks i'm still so affected by what i did..

Don't wana go down again..
just as i'm on the ascendency..

I'm not as good as you think i am..

God give me a sign..