Thoughts that never left the mind..
thoughts that held back..
not put down in words..
doesn't mean that they left..
just that they are cooped up..
left in my heart and mind..
never to leave cause..
it'll just make things worse..
why when all you're gonna be is a nuisance..
everything you do seems to come to nothing..
do the person even feel anything for you..
or has the past brought too much pain..
so much that the person just can't..
i understand everything perfectly..
just that i can't bring myself to do it..

i feel i may not..
pull through this time..
God give me strength..

You mean too much..
enough said..