Left home at 10.20am..
headed to Kallang..
freshies had orientation row..
the weather was real hot..
i was dead tired by mid-day..
had dinner at Lau Pa Sat with all DB ppl..
supposedly to mark the start of the new DB season..
headed home..
slept on the MRT on the way home..

Shit happens..

I hate my parents..
they don't understand me..
they don't know how i feel everyday..
been feeling for the past half year..
i never talked to them about it..
wore a mask at home..
i was tired and down..
i was a fuse ready to just explode..
and i did..

Words came from their mouths just broke my heart..
you're a unfillial..
is this how you respect your parents..
telling my sisters don't follow my example..
you're useless..
and other so damn hurting words..

All i can say is..
past 17 years and 4 months of my life..
i've respected you..
i've honoured you..
i've done everything to make you proud..
and you still don't know the real me..
i'm disappointed..
very..

In your eyes i'm a bastard now..

Some people are destined for greatness..
I'm destined to be lyk this and feel lyk that..
I'll not prove you wrong..
I've resigned to fate..

Suddenly i miss you very much..

its only when you lost everything..
you realised you had everything..

Nickelback - Far Away
This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
Cause you know,you know, you know

[CHORUS]
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
Cause you know,you know, you know

[CHORUS]

So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know
I wanted
I wanted you to stay
Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go