Havent been updating sorry.. due to SSMAT test practiced abit on thursdays than just slacked.. went to Chris's lecture for CDS didn't felt like going mine.. he's was about racism.. pretty cool.. shan't say anymore.. just incase..

Just came back from Peter's Birthday celebration with some friends.. Happy Birthday Peter.. went to kbox and i slacked.. didnt really sing.. i went there for more of other reasons.. she came alot later.. she looked happy.. thats good.. she's happy.. i feel so much better.. although i could feel like she was kind of forcing herself to have fun with the rest.. i could see that she was real tired.. she was avoidin me sensed that pretty easily.. i just sat there.. glanced at her whenever i could.. and helped her when she needed.. looks like she has hit the "refresh" button.. and starting life anew.. but what about me.. i'm stuck.. i just cant.. i never ever took so long to get over someone.. so hard to forget her.. is this true love..? walked her home.. cause its pretty late.. we didnt talk.. she was just msging.. while i walked beside her.. it was as if nothing has changed.. i felt happy.. just walkin beside her.. its been so long since..

Trouble is part of your life — if you don't share it, you don't give the person who loves you a chance to love you enough..