Just had my dinner at home.. supposed to wake up at 7am to go to TP to hand in the report ,which i did till 3plus am.. then to PRCS for NPCC meeting at 8.30am but i was lazy den just slept.. Yigang called me at 9.30am.. he said Ms Salinah havent come.. lol.. nvm i changed and rushed down.. didnt discuss much.. at least we manage to erect a flagpole.. lol.. rushed down to TP afterwards to meet Nic and CK.. had lunch there.. Chris came along later.. Nic and Chris had to do their CDS quizzies.. CK and me just tried to help out.. headed for Joel's house.. met up with Shihan and Huiping.. Joel went to repair his flat tire while i cycled home on Shihan's bike.. changed, got my stuffs, met Joel again and headed for East Coast Park.. All i remember is that we just kept cycling.. Pasir Ris to Tampines to Bedok North to Bedok South then reach ECP.. i was real hungry cycled to Macs i ate MacChicken meal and a hamburger.. to the end of ECP turned back.. almost an identical route to go back to Pasir Ris just that we use more park connectors.. we dropped Huiping off at Tampines.. Shihan and me had to take turns to carry the bike back to Pasir Ris.. back-breaking work..

while crossing the bridge near ECP.. i stopped.. wonderful view.. the sea on my right.. a Qantas airplane in the sky and a beautful mist blending with the trees.. wished that you were there to enjoy the scene with me.. it would have been so much more perfect..

thought of you the whole way home.. kinda moody.. mood swings.. suddenly very quiet then very noisy.. memories gushing through my head.. eventhough i want to do so much.. there's nothing i can do now.. except wait...

i love you so much but i cant do or say anything..
for fear of hurting you again..
so i rather not do anything..
and wait..
i love you..
i really do...

Where there is great love there are always miracles...