Yes.. Gerald.. i'm lost.. i've been abandoned.. but there's only one way back.. my vibes, my feelings, most importantly my love is all flowing in one direction.. how can i based what's practical, turn the other way and just follow my mind..? its as good as going against myself.. its just that a chunk of me just left me.. the piece that held me together.. the one i threw away myself.. i'm not regretting what i'm doing now.. but i regret what i had done.. i hurt you.. so bad.. it never recovered.. till that day you told me you didnt felt anything for me anymore.. i brought everything upon myself.. i have no complains.. just let me be.. somethings cant be changed already.. i've resigned to fate.. fate will tell me everything i need to know.. i hope...

Wheresoever you go, go with all your heart...