Training was tough today..
weights felt heavier den usual..
maybe cause of the increased set..
and i arrived late due to rearranged lecture..
everything was rushed..
didn't have enough time to rest before subsequent set..

I'm tired..
inside..
outside..

Sometimes i wish that all these feelings will go away..
they never did..
i've led myself to believe the impossible..

Don't tell me to stop..
Don't tell me to let go..
Don't tell me there's another..

There's only a one and only you..

I'm going down..
deep deep down..
just when i thought i can't fall any harder..
i did..