the past that made me who i am today.

Friday, January 27, 2006

Wasnt late today.. haha.. i reached a whole 30mins earlier.. actually i always reach school like 15mins earlier.. i'm a good student.. =) finishing my JAVA project soon just need to tweak it up abit.. stuck through all the lectures today.. followed Chris and Jeremy.. wanted to see clothes.. happy that they bought something..

Went downstairs to jog.. love jogging.. its like something so wonderful.. with no one but myself.. pushing my body.. lap after lap i tell myself thats the last i've run but i just keep running.. running and running.. pretty amazing what determination and motivation could do.. pumped up my adrenaline lap after lap.. just kept running.. stopped and felt high.. better than any drug.. cool down both for my body and my mind.. my mind would just think.. of all the things i did and said.. its like my whole life just ran through my head.. i love myself.. i love all the wonderful things that happened to me.. i love life...

Fallen in love with my blog's song.. so meaningful to me.. almost like telling my story..

James Blunt - Goodbye My Lover..

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.

You left to allow me to appreciate life.. You never left my mind.. I Love You...

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