Had rowing session at Kallang..
training has become part and parcel of my life..
can't imagine how i would feel without training..
weak, lousy and all..
i have to like sweat few times every week..
if not my body feels as though in cold turkey..
i need training..

Been so long since we all gathered..
just walked..
talked..
crapped..
and shopped..
i'll gladly do this again..

Saw a middle-aged man on the MRT today..
blasting my mp3 away..
at first i thought he was on his headset..
then i began to see weird glances aimed at him..
he talked pretty loudly..
people giggled at the corner of the trains..
i pitied him..
i felt sad..
all in my mind was..
what happened to him..
mid life crisis..
i prayed..

No words can explain how much i miss you since..
it just feels wrong every single day..
now and then the feelings come and go..
its been with me ever since..
I've never really let you go..
why'd you ever let go..
i've never stood up..
i've never recovered..

I don't want to turn back time..
for it wouldn't allow me to know..
how much you really mean to me..