the past that made me who i am today.

Tuesday, December 19, 2006

I'm back from Penang!
must say it was a fruitful trip..
had loads of fun..
the the long bus rides..
the beautiful scenary..
the cheap food..
the great company..
the race..
loved everything..
everyone was pretty relaxed..
no pressure to perform..
and perform we did..

I'm flying off tomorrow..
heading to Bangkok..
for my holiday..
looking forward to it..

All i needed was those 3 words..

believe.trust.appreciate.communicate.accept.comfort.love

Friday, December 15, 2006

I'm off!
Will be back on the 18th..
most probably at night..
take care! =)

Thursday, December 14, 2006

It's been very long since i updated..
been so busy with studying..
term test has been smooth sailing..
been studying pretty hard..
hope to reap the rewards the next term..

I'm off to Penang tomorrow night already..
the weeks have flashed by so quickly..
looking forward to after everything is over..
yearning for the time where i can just rest..
just sleep all day and do nothing..
the only thing is.. when?

We may not see each other everyday..
but deep down we know in each other..
i'll be thinking of you..
and you of me..

i love you more than anything..

-iltgys-

Friday, December 08, 2006

Term test coming..
i haven't really studied..
i'm so sick..
i'm not ready..

At this point in time..
i feel so stressed..
so many things to do..
so little time..
i must set my priorities right..

All these small niggling problems..
have started to surface..
and those little nigglings..
are beginning to affect me..
the burden of all these..
the tiredness everyday..
i need a break..

Sorry to all the people i may have offended in this period..
the past week haven't been all great..
hope you understand..

I just wish i can let everything go..
and just be free from all these..

uggh.. i feel so frustrated/angry/lousy/sick/emo.. =(

Thursday, December 07, 2006

Been down with a bad flu for the past 3 days..
making me feel so lethargic and lousy..
term test and penang race next week..
needa rest and recover as quickly as possible..

Can't wait for everything to be over..
wana go for my holiday..
wana come back and have fun at chalet..
countdown for the new year together..
have all the fun we had..
just like old times..

Don't see the purpose of calling..

i miss my friends..
& i miss you..

Tuesday, December 05, 2006

You're off yet again..
this time for holidays..
not another 8 days before you're back..
i'll miss you so much..
this is gonna be a busy month for the both of us..
you gone..
then me..
i'll come back..
then i'll be gone again..

That means more time for myself and to study..
rather timely i must say..
gotta make full use of the time i have..
to finish what i have to do..
so that when you're back my time's all yours..

Absence makes the heart grow fonder..

-ysstm-

Sunday, December 03, 2006

First of all..
Happy 18th Birthday Crystal..!

Training has been pretty hectic these 2 days..
my muscles are aching..
leaving in 12 days for penang..

Don't know what's wrong with me lately..
just overreact to certain situations..
that gets me real upset and disappointed..
the feeling's real bad..
mood swings again..
hope this blows over soon..

read through all my past posts..
for the past 2 months..
guess i was too carried away..
i'll find my way back..
at least now i know where i'm going..

that sense of assurance is back.. =)
you never wavered..

-ijwytbh-

Friday, December 01, 2006

Had a small surprise gathering..
at kenny rogers just now..
to celebrate crystal's birthday..
thank you everyone who made it possible..
you're finally gonna be 18..
in like 2 days time..
hope ya like it..!
headed over to suntec to catch a movie..
Open Season was not bad..
very funny animated movie..
though the storyline was short and predictable..
left earlier with baby..
cause she had to go back to church..
to help out at camp..
sorry guys.. =)

i just love the way you make me feel..
Our love is strong than ever..

-ysh-