I just don't have the feel to blog..
kinda have things that i want to say..
but not out here i guess..

Hurt my knee cap..
slammed it against the deck..
while practicing how to stand up and row..
its like damn sore now..
think its gonna be swollen tomorrow..
i think i can still train harder..
eventhough i really gave it my all..

Sometimes words that don't intent..
just makes you think so much more..

eight more days to us..
four more days till she leaves again..
two more weeks to penang..

-imsfo-

I'm losing the momentum to blog..
cause at this juncture every seems..
so fine, so calm, no qualms to blog..
maybe thats the life i've always pursued..
the peaceful, routined and simple life..
maybe in your eyes its boring and monotonous..
but i really feel contented with everything in my life..

i'll do my best to blog nevertheless..

Baby's back from OGL camp..
2 camps in a row with just a 1 day break in between..
i'll never survive 2 camps back to back..
liked she'd always sae..
she's strong.. Lol..
i'll be looking forward to spending more time with her..
hopefully our schedule doesn't clash..
cause i miss her so much..

-ybaimysm-

So much has happened lately..
and i dont know where to start..
i'll just blog when the thoughts come..
therefore, this post maybe abit disorganised..

it's funny how people drifts in and out of our lives..
their importance varies from each period or your life..
one moment this person can be one that you confide to..
the next you'd feel lyk you never really knew this person..
thing can just change in an instance..
maybe due to certain circumstance or pressures..
or just basically they're have something better..
and you don't really mean as much..
to see people walk in and out of your life..
leaves uncertainty throughout..
but people learn..
and life goes on..
whether you want it or not..

cherish what you have now..
cause everything can change..
before you know it..

we've both been so busy lately..
its been so hard to find time..
so that it accomodates both of us..
causing so much disappointment..
it kinda tainted everything..
but i want you to know..
i love you more than anything..
so glad we met up again today..
contented and i know things will get better..

I understand i really do..
but there's nothing we can do..
then to trust each other..

Coz there's something in the way you look at me..
It's as if my heart knows you're the missing piece..
You make me believe that there's nothing..
In this world I can't be..
I'd never know what you see..
But there's something in the way you look at me..

Day out with my family..
bought a shirt..
finally got my new running shoes!
old pair's sole came out..
cause i was running too hard..
yay! =)

i miss you..
times where my mind just wanders..
to go looking for you..
i'm just very happy bout it..
to know you mean so much..
to cherish all the times together..
to look forward to seeing you again..

2 more days..

-olistao-

Christian Bautista - The Way You Look At Me
No one ever saw me like you do
All the things that I could add up to
I never knew just what a smile was worth
But your eyes say everything without a single word

Coz there's something in the way you look at me
It's as if my heart knows you're the missing piece
You make me believe that there's nothing
In this world I can't be
I'd never know what you see
But there's something in the way you look at me

If I could freeze the moment in my mind
Be the second that you touch your lips to mine
I'd like to stop the clock make time stand still
Coz baby this is just the way I always wanna feel

Coz there's something in the way you look at me
It's as if my heart knows you're the missing piece
You make me believe that there's nothing
In this world I can't be
I'd never know what you see
But there's something in the way you look at me

I don't know how or why
I feel different in your eyes
All I know is that it happens everytime

Coz there's something in the way you look at me
It's as if my heart knows you're the missing piece
You make me believe that there's nothing in this world
I can't be I'd never know what you see
But there's something in the way you look at me

The way you look at me..

My girl's off to camp from friday till monday..
i'll miss her but its only gonna be 4 days..
we've been though longer..
know i would be on your mind..
you'd be on mine too..
though we haven't been together that long..
the depth of understanding to each other..
the sensitivity of everything little thing we feel..
the way our trust for one another never wavers..
you know what i want & i know what you want..
certainly feels lyk we've known each other forever..

i seem to be able to read your mind..
call it telepathy..
call it sixth sense..
i call it love..

I love the way i am around you..
I love the way you make me feel..
I love your random questions..
I love the way you look at me..
I love the way you smile..
I love you..

-iwytbmfl-

Having a short break..
1 week before i start training again..
will be going to penang dec 15..
for yet another race..
kinda short notice but we'll be ready..

Other then school..
i'm just slacking..
the occasional movies with friends..
most importantly..
spending time with her..

Sorry about what happened yesterday..
didn't know you'd take it so hard..
my intentions were never meant to hurt..
just want you to know how'd i feel..
what's going through my mind..
so glad everythings fine now..

You're the colour of my life..
when all was dull and grey..

Nothing changes..

i love you..

-ibhnaf-

11th Nov..
got down..
rowed very hard..
but certainly not my best..
didnt concentrate on strategy..
didn't exactly set the best of pace..
we ended up as 3rd position for our heats..
top 2 of each heat and 4 best 3rd position timings qualify..
there was still a ray of hope..
prayed..

12th Nov..
brought all my stuffs..
came down race site & was told we made it..
knew had to correct our mistakes..
feedback & talked it out..
got down got 3rd for our semis..
qualified for plate final..
talked through how to better our performance..
time for finals..
we got down..
focusing on every stroke..
giving our all..
we got a 3rd..

When you know you gave it your all..
you don't feel a tinge of regret..
no matter how disappointing the result maybe..

the sprit that keeps me going..

Tomorrow's race..
everything we have done..
boils down to tomorrow..
1 heat 1 chance..
no regrets..

Loving you makes life so much easier..

Mindset tuned..
physically ready..
aggression heated..
for that 1 minute of glory..

30 hearts..
1 book..
1 love..
2 paths the same..

5 Days to River Regatta..
all the trainings we went through..
for the past months..
just for that 1 minute and 30 seconds of glory..
is it worth it..
that is all down to us..
its either we make it..
or falter and regret..
yes the pressure's heaping on..
yes i'm nervous about everything..
but i know when i step into the boat..
i'll give it my all..

Currently hooked on Princess Hours..
its a nice show i must sae..
great looking actors and actresses..
beautiful scenery..
and a corny storyline..
i love lazing infront of the teevee..

you're here..
with me..

-angel-

Training wasn't as bad as thought..
but i'm pretty shagged..
tomorrow last chance to row before race!
110% nothing less..
then we're off to condition ourselves..
tune for race..
i'll be ready..

I was breaking down..
you called me..
lifted me up again..
nothing else gonna bring me down..
as long as you love me..

-circle-

Training's very slack..
did little repetitions..
i've no idea why too..
maybe its gonna be tough..
on saturday & sunday..
not bothered my minds on the race..
do as we're told..
coach knows best..

The sediments in the water have settled..
everything's calm and cool now..
i'm loving it..

inner & outer peace..