Don't know what's going on in your mind..
don't know how you feel..
don't know what you want me to do..
don't know why you're treating lyk this..
brought everything upon myself i guess..

Maybe i'm just not good enough..
i'm not what you expect me to be..
i tried..
i tried my best..

wylmlatoghabmh?

Sorry.. so sorry..
but sorry seems to belittle what's done..
never had the intent of doing..
and there's no point regretting..
look ahead and don't repeat..

everything seems so familiar again..
but don't wanna repeat all over again..
had enough of what i've gone through last year..

i need time..
been so busy with presentations the whole week..
the endless amount of work..

and i just need your..
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Been a week since i last blogged..
nothing interesting for me to blog about..
been busy with reports, projects and trainings..
not to mention spending time with family, friends..
and of course, her..

Everything has been pretty smooth sailing..
no major happenings whatsoever..
after chinese new year..
the exams will be coming up real soon..
time to work harder..

Enjoying life with the people i enjoy being around..

All these while..
i've been trying to be the best i can..
trying so hard to do every little thing..
cause every single detail matters alot to me..
i'm very sensitive..
things where i have learnt to accept..
or taken into stride..
i thought i had..
i guess i haven't really done it..
maybe i expect too much..
or maybe i should just stop trying..

Its been so long since i felt lyk this..
the nostalgia seems so surreal..
It's bothering me so much..

Every single detail matters..

Back to school again..
first week of school..
results have so far been alright..
so far so good no failures..
been so busy lately with projects..
deadlines looming ahead..
really needa sit down and do..

I find myself with so much to do..
but so little time to really do it..

Happy 3rd month baby..
i love you more than anything..
the times spent with you..
the smiles we had..
the love we shared..
priceless..

If you want the rainbow..
you have to put up with a little rain..
if you want love..
you have to put up with a little pain..

The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost..

Happy New Year Everyone!
may the year be a better one for you..

Sorry for the lack of updates..
just didn't felt like it..

31st December 2006
Headed down to a packed Marina Bay to have Steamboat..
went back to city hall, wanted to go to esplanade to catch fireworks..
the police blocked up so many routes..
we settled along the bridge which was closed..
can't hear the countdown, only when the fireworks came on then we realised..
It was 2007! how ironic the same thing happened the previous year..
held her in my arms as we enjoyed the spectacle of fireworks..
along with my gang of friends that have always been there for me..
i'll never trade the company i had for anything else..
all of us huddled together wishing one another a happy new year..
what a way to start the year..

Looking back at my resolutions..
some things have changed..
yet there's things you will always wanna do..
so here's my list this year..

Resolutions 2007:-

-Better grades

-Train hard

-Love my family

-Love my friends

-Love my baby