the past that made me who i am today.

Wednesday, November 24, 2004

Got my tie todae aft noein i need a tie for the competition.. Argh..! got a silver tie wif a reddish tinge.. matches my shirt i guess.. Wana take pics wif everione tml..! Lol..

Tuesday, November 23, 2004

Shutter was a nice show to catch.. Certainly worth everi cent.. Dun wana elaborate on it but be mentally prepared if u wana watch.. One of the best movies i caught tiz yr.. Expect the unexpected i guess.. i giv it a 4.5/5..

Saturday, November 20, 2004

Finally got my shirt, blazer & pants todae.. Wen to orchard wisma atria to get them.. Got my blazer & pants at G2000 for $199.. While i got my shirt at TOPMAN for $69.. Aso at wisma.. It all matches quite well i guess.. Check out me in my suit.. Kudos to OKE for cropping my pic.. Thanks alot!
How do I look..?

Friday, November 19, 2004

Over..! Over..! Over..! e o's ar finally over.. pure jubilation for all i guess.. May all our results b gd.. I feel lyk goin out everidae..! Anione wana go aniwher plz call mi hor.. Lol.. Wana do so mani tingz now.. But duno wad to do.. Lol.. Take Care ppl.. For those stl havin their O's.. Gd luck..!

Thursday, November 18, 2004

I'm not reali lookin forward to e end of e O's.. E end means tt we wud not b able to see people.. Who we take for granted everyday just by goin to skool.. People comin in & outta our lives.. They wud b gone.. All gone.. Except for mayb ur group of frenz mayb..? But life is so unpredictable.. No one can tell.. Lookin forward to grad nite though.. Wana see everyone in their bestest attire.. Heard of sum ppl not wantin to go.. Dun eva miss it.. Or you'll regret all ya life.. I'll b away on e 26th Nov, e day aft grad nite.. Going to Police Academy (PA) for my Cadet Inspector Course, wud b stayin over nite til 2nd Dec.. Den come hme, 3rd Dec go Pulau Ubin NPCC campsite stay til 7th Dec.. Frm 8th Dec til 18th Dec, hav courses everydae at PA.. Wud onli b goin hme ard 5 plus.. Wad a packed shedule.. But its my wae of repayin back to my unit, for everyting it has done to me.. It has shaped mi who i'm now.. So ppl now ya noe how busy i'll b so call mi out soon or you'll miss e chance to do so til e 18th of Dec.. Lol.. Take care..

Finally..

A new blog skin.. Looks alright i guess.. I like e pic.. Lol.. Kinda sadistic..

Wednesday, November 17, 2004

2 more daez...

2 more daez til e end of e o's.. Ppl we take for granted in & out of our lives.. These daez ar gona end so soon just 2 more daez.. Just left wif chemistry paper 1 & 2.. Grad Nite comin so so soon.. Havent gotten aniting.. Muz go shoppin sumdae.. Ani ideas wad i shud get ppl..? feel free to drop a tag..

Tuesday, November 16, 2004

Back Safe..

Went to fetch my Mum & sisters ytd.. Their flight landed at ard 11pm.. But they came out only at abt 11.30pm due to the customs.. Glad to c them back safe & sound.. They bought so much tingz tt they had to buy another luggage..! Lol.. Aniwae they got me a sling bag & sum t-shirts.. Quite nice.. Lots of Japanese goodies too.. Chewing gums & stuff.. Tts all.. Take care ppl.. Mayb i update again later.. C ya..

Monday, November 15, 2004

Dido - White Flag

I know you think that I shouldn't still love you
Or tell you that
But if I didn't say it
Well, I'd still have felt it
Where's the sense in that?
I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder
Or return to where we were
But I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
I know I left too much mess
And destruction to come back again
And I caused nothing but trouble
I understand if you can't talk to me again
And if you live by the rules of It's over
Then I'm sure that that makes sense
But I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
And when we meet
Which I'm sure we will
All I was then
Will be there still
I'll let it pass
And hold my tongue
And you will think
That I've moved on
I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

Saturday, November 13, 2004

Ouch..!

Dammit.. Injured myself durin soccer 2dae.. I wen in a on tackle.. I felt a burnin sensation on my tiny right toe.. I looked at it.. IT WAS CROOKED..! I quickly snap it back in2 position.. Now its like swollen.. Quite big.. Veri painful.. Ouch..! Cant even walk properly..

Thursday, November 11, 2004

Boredom..

Taken frm Crystal's Blog.. Hope ya dun mind k..?

FACT 1:
- Name: Tan Zhen Wei Justin aka Justina
- Birth date: 28 June 1988
- Birthplace: Mt. Alvernia..
- Location currently: At Home, Pasir Ris..
- Eye Color: Dark Brown..
- Hair Colour: Black..
- Height: ard 1.7m..
- Right or Left handed: Right..
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FACT 2:
- Race: Chinese..
- Weakness: Kinda Indecisive..?
- Biggest fear: Losin Family & Frenz..
- Goal you'd like to achieve: Short-term:Gd results for O's.. Long-term: A gd Career..
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FACT 3: Your?
- Most overused phrase(s): Wad?!?!
- Thoughts first waking up: Shud i wake up..? Or continue to laze in bed..?
- Best physical feature: Legs..?
- Usual bedtime: Frm 10.30pm ~ 12am..
- Most missed memory: Wen i was wif you..
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FACT 4: Preferences..
- Pepsi or Coke: Coke..
- McDonald's or Burger King: No preference..
- Single or group dates: Single..
- Lipton Iced Tea or Nestle tea: Lipton Iced Tea..
- Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate..
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FACT 5: Do you;?
- Smoke: Nope.. Nvr tried.. Nvr wana try..
- Drugs: Legal ones only..
- Take a shower every day: Yea..
- Have a crush(es): Yes..
- Want to get married: Sure.. If i can find the right gal..
- Believe in yourself: Ya.. But i'm not too confident of wad i can do..
- Get motion sickness: Nope..
- Think you're a health freak: Sumwhat i dun eat high cholesterol stuff.. Prawns, crab, sotong..
- Get along with your parents: Yea..
- Like thunderstorms: Yea.. i luv e rain..
- Play an instrument: sumwhat..
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FACT 6: In the past month, you?
- Drank alcohol: Nope..
- Gone on a date: Nope..
- Gone to the mall: Yea..
- Eaten sushi: Nope..
- Been on stage: Yea..
- Gone skating: Sumwhat.. I roller-bladed in my hse.. Gerald, Ahmad, Minkay & Joel can b my witnesses..
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FACT 7:
- Age you hope to be married: 26~32 yrs old
- Number of Childrens: 2.. A Gal den a guy..
- Describe ur dream wedding: See got $$$ first anot..
- How do you want to die: Wif no regrets..
- What I Want Outta Life: Happiness..
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FACT 8: List the number of:
- People trust with my life: In no particular order.. Gerald, Ahmad, Minkay, ShiHan.. & you..
- Piercings: None..
- Tattoos: None..
- Scars on my body: Some..
- Things in my past I wanna forget: Nth.. They ar part & parcel of my life..
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FACT 9: What..?
- Music are you listening to now?: Something Like You by NSync.. Frm my blog..
- Time is it now?: 7:37pm
- What the THINGs & ppl you treasure the most?: Everiting in my hse..? & Everione in my life..

Wednesday, November 10, 2004

Alone at hme..

Had Bio O lvl 2dae.. Paper 1 was fine but paper 2 needed alot of thinkin.. I juz hope to at least get a B4.. Guess wad.. My dad's not hme yet.. I'm all alone at hme.. Sumhow, i miss my mum.. Although i alwaez nvr lyked her being at hme.. She alwaez nags at mi.. But sumhow her naggin has became part & parcel of my lyf.. Hope she's having lotsa fun in Japan.. Watching Jurassic Park 3 now.. I stl rmbr wen i was ard 5yrs old.. I got admitted in2 the hospital bcoz i had a mild asthma attack.. My mum stayed wif mi in the hospital.. Jurassic Park was premierin ard tt date too.. I rmbr sneakin out wif her to go catch the movie at a nearby cinema.. Lol.. Come to think of it.. She reali has done alot for mi.. Juz hope tt she's havin fun in Japan & she comes hme safe & sound along wif my sisters..

Tuesday, November 09, 2004

Bon Voyage..

My mum & 2 sisters ar goin to Tokyo, Japan 2dae.. So envious of them.. Hav to stay back to take my O lvls.. Haiz.. I'm goin to the airport to send them off now.. They wun b back til the 15th of Nov.. Gona b alone at hme.. Although Dad's not goin.. He wrks frm dawn to dusk.. Gtg..

Sunday, November 07, 2004

My Horoscope.. Veri True..

CANCER MAN

The most sensitive man and the weakest emotional type in all Zodiac. Most Artists are Cancer. Cancer is controlled by the "Moon" and the moon change it's shape daily, so Cancer man's emotional and moods change all the time too. You will confuse with him and yet it is his constantly changes that "Charm" you. He never go to get what he wants directly, but he will wait for a chance and opportunity to do so. Once he gets what he wants, he will not loose it, except if he get tired of it by himself. The most sensitive man who can not stand rejection. He cares what other people feel or think of him. He hat! es loosi ng face and he tends to over protected himself, so sometimes people might think he is a cold person. Gifted, creative, imaginative, is Cancer. A mystery and complexity play a major role in a life of a Cancer man. He could be very funny, very quiet, suddenly very sad. Living with him could be very unexpected, for you will not know what is his next mood. If you like excitement and surprise, you have the right guy and never have a chance to get bored. He thinks of his home as "nest" and it is the safest place for him. If he feels hurt or depress he will stay at home alone quietly. Once he feels better, he will come out of his retreat and lives normally again. Being a looser is not him. It is so easy to fall in love with this guy because he is gentle and a very polite guy. His wit and creative mind could win your affection. He will come out from his nest to protect you even if he is not opening himself up to other people much. Not many people will win his heart. His security is only when he has money in his pocket. Once he feels secure then he might think of having a happy family. Even he likes to make and keep money, he is not stingy. Spending money is part of his good image, so he will be happy to spent money to take you out to a very expensive restaurant or buy a jewelry for you. Certainly when he has money OK. He is possessive to everything's that he thinks belong to him. Don't try to talk to another cute guy in front of him, he will get suspicion because he is not very secure or confident in himself for this kind of competition. Once you know each other too much, he will start to look for new excitement, but not to worry for he will always think of you. If he thinks you are the true love for him, and you try once to disappear. You will be sure he will come and look for you. He is a shy guy, but if he likes you. You can get up in the morning and see that he is in front o! f your h ouse everyday till you go out with him, a very persistent guy. He likes a secure, cheerful and lively woman, confident but at the same time always act proper and appropriate. He likes a secure woman, but able to adjust to his rapid changes. A very difficult type to find woman indeed. In the beginning, you and him will be so sugary sweet together and he will only think of you. This so "super romantic" will not last forever, so don't slip this chance. If you are the one who want his interest, then act and make yourself interesting. Be a supportive person and give him compliment sometimes, but not too much till he thinks you are not sincere. Unlike many other Zodiac, if he is mad then you better get out of that room. He will calm down by himself. Giving him a slight touch on his shoulders or concerned facial expression are enough. He loves his mother, so try to be his mother favorite, but do not act like his mother!

Saturday, November 06, 2004

Halfway Thru.. Another Half To Go..

The O's ar comin to an end veri soon.. Juz 13 more daez.. Jubilation for all.. I hope for e O's to end too.. But wil frenships b lost..? Sumhow.. i dun wan all tiz to end.. I miss everyting e skool has given mi.. All the frenz i've made.. B it sec 1s or sec 4s.. Juz wana tel u all.. You hav made an impact on my lyf one way or another.. May our paths cross again.. Feelin down due to everyting tt has been hpnin tiz few daez.. Ain't in the best of moods now.. Nevertheless, i wud strive thru tiz difficult period.. Take Care ppl.. All the best in everyting you do..

Thursday, November 04, 2004

N'Sync - Gone

There's a thousand words that I could say
To make you come home
Seems so long ago you walked away
Left me alone
I remember what you said to me
You were acting so strange
And maybe I was too blind to see
That you needed a change
Was it something I said
To make you turn away
To make you walk out and leave me cold
If I could just find a way
To make it so that you were right here
Right now
I've been sitting here
Can't get you off my mind
I've tried my best to be a man and be strong
I've drove myself insane
Wishing I could touch your face
But the truth remains
You're gone
You're gone
Baby you're gone
Baby girl you're gone
you're gone
You're
I don't wanna make excuses, baby
Won't change the fact that you're gone
But if there's something that I could do
Won't you please let me know
The time is passing so slowly now
Guess that's my life without you
And maybe I could change my every day
But baby I don't want to
So I'll just hang around
And find some things to do
To take my mind off missing you
And I know in my heart
You can't say that you don't love me too
Please say you do
Yeeaah
I've been sitting here
Can't get you off my mind
I've tried my best to be a man and be strong
I drove myself insane
Wishing I could touch your face
But the truth remains
You're gone
You're gone
You're gone
You're gone
you're gone
you're gone
What'll I do
If I can't be with you
Tell me where will I turn to
Baby where will I be
We are apart
Am I still in your heart
Baby why don't you see
That I need you here with me
Ohhh
I've been sitting here
Can't get you off my mind
I've tried my best to be a man and be strong
I've drove myself insane
Wishing I could touch your face
But the truth remains
I've been sitting here
Can't get you off my mind
I've tried my best to be a man and be strong
I drove myself insane
Wishing I could touch your face
But the truth remains
You're gone
You're gone
You're gone
You're gone
Baby girl you're gone
You're gone
But the truth remains
You're