The short weekend has ended..
and i have to head back to work again..
oh well, at least labour day is on tuesday..

Many things to do..
so little time..

I'm so looking forward to the weekends..

First day of attachment..
it was hectic..
arrived on time..
security clearances..
screwed up administration..
got down to work..
had lots to plan..
researched on the computer the whole day..
planned schedules..
arranged into gantt chart..
typing research materials on excel..

It's understandable why i don't wana look at the computer no more..

Attachment starting next week..
in collaboration with final year project..
time for me to experience working life..
gonna be busy..
researching..
designing..
fabricating..
testing..
let's hope everything will smooth sailing..

I suddenly feel..
i'm nothing..
nothing at all..

it didn't happen once but twice today..
oh well it's friday the 13th..

What am i?

I just realised how fragil life is..
the visit to the hospital really shook me..
you see weak and sick people all around you..
yet more being wheeled in from the ambulance..
all of them waitin for their turn to consult the doctor..

Thankfully, mum's fine now..
just hope everything is really fine with her..

I love you..
I want you..
I need you..

but i need to weigh everything out..
repetition of all those is not an option..

Life goes on whether you want it or not...

Everything's fine..
i'm satisfied with the way things are..

Can't wait for SIP to start..
think it'll be so damn cool..
having my attachment there..
DSO here i come! =)

Enjoying my holidays..

-yjmmwlys-